I am so dunkno wad to do......
I dunkno whether to forgive&forget or is it to take it to heart and ignore.....
They are too much le........Play wif my name can...i never say anithing i shouts at them to ask to SHUTUP so that the joke will not be too much......but they have gone too far......their joke has irritated me and cause me to broke down.......
All i hope was jokes had not gone too far...but this time i will remember this incident for the rest of my life even if i was my happy self,i will take this as a lesson and will never forgive&forget.....
Their jokes bcame a whole class joke.....WAD IS WRONG WIF THEM........Dun see them making fun of other girls......i am the only girl in class which is being make fun of......WAD IS THE POINT OF MAKING FUN OF PPL....they have never being make fun frequently of cuz they wont know wad the feeling is like....but i kno wad is the feeling of being invincible in ppl eyes,being hated,being accused,make fun of,being left out but they never have this feeling even if they do,they onli feel it for a while.....i have feel this for this whole year thru this journey of life.....
all i really wanted is jus for once no jokes on me,not being accused,being left out and feeling invincible...All i kno i cant trust friends for life and i oso could not depend on them for this whole life...can i???All i believe is that.......friends cant support u for life,u mus be independant and not depend on friends for support.....All i can say is Rina and Adthiti ask me not to care...but i jus couldnt'...Adthiti said alot of stuffs to me.....asking me not to care,be strong and i will meet more ppl like them in times to come....but i jus couldnt' not take it heart...it happens frequently......I jus couldnt' be strong even if i wanted to...but all i can say is...Adithiti's and Rina's words really make me realised that i actually could be one....but i jus dun wan to.....but i will remember their words...i kno i can depend on them for comfort when i am sad......hopes one day,i will never be the same old crybaby self cuz i will never learn how to forgive&forget......negative thought are my things positive is not my things....i jus wants normal friends who will better den those jerks who makes fun of ppl,bullying is their thing.....i dun wan to fight for my rights...dun wanna talk about it le....will jus make mi feel more that i can never forget&forgive....