★☆★☆// Saturday, February 6, 2010 [ 6:35 PM ] 0 problem

I dun understand wher i did wrong,the most hurting things u said to mi was that i never think through my head and i jus shoot my mouth out,i dun see anithing wrong with that,its like..u know mi for the first day,we've been ups and downs together,why cant u jus ACCEPT the fact that i am straight forward?It pains to see us fighting everytime on the internet,fine,all the blame i take,i have nothing to say about it,i jus kno you say hurtful things straight to me,am i really that straight-forward?u are too,not just mi,Germaine does not like edwin,u say she does,thats call w/o thinking thru the problem first,no point fighting over it,the matter arouse becuz of mi,den its my fault,i will apologize and the blame goes to mi,i dun wanna cry like wad i am doing now,i dun wanna have seperate groups of ppl telling mi wad to do,i wanna make my own choice,but why all these years i cant?its bcuz you ppl are always quarreling bcuz of mi and u all telling wad to do by ordering mi around or telling mi which clique to join,i dun wan that,i jus wan a pure start on friendship,i dun wan to cry like last year,i gt backstabbed,i dun wan that,i jus wan friends and pure friendships,i dun wan ppl bcuz of mi,quarrel tgt and den pretend nth happen and life goes on,NO,i wan a group of friends to ACCEPT mi for who i am,i am straight-forward,indecisive,vulnerable,thats mi,the one and only mi,i wan my friends to ACCEPT my negative attitudes and positive attitudes not friends who will fight jus bcuz u ppl ACCEPT friends by appearance and by how they will treat u in the future,mayb it is time for mi to think thru it..........and i jus wan to be a pure friend to everyone for i am willing to take all the blame for wad i amd friends did.........