Winter Wonderland

★☆★☆// Thursday, May 20, 2010 [ 5:58 PM ] 0 problem

nowadays super-duper busy? but i had a lotsa fun days this week ;) i wanna thank 1E4 girls ;) they are: Gladys, Xuanlin,Millie,Jolie,Grace for asking wad had happened on Tues. Next on the thank you list is: Cheryl & Eileen,Thanks for being there,though not comforting mi,but was there by my side :) My second last thanks goes to: Vera,Belle,Rachel&Tessa :) thanks for giving mi the most memorable mon and weds as we went for jogging :) My last thanks goes to Lollipop,Crystal :) thanks fo asking mi wad happened, though i felt suicidal, though i almost felt like i have to end everything,u guys were ther, asking mi wad happen,asking mi to keep the unhappy things away from my mind, i kno its not worth, but,sometimes i cant help feeling emotional :( and cant help feeling suicidal :( but even though i felt worthless,i held my head high and went on facing the world with my most optimistic mind :) but sometimes,i just felt empty and sometimes even missed my own laughter with u... :( i felt like a three-year-old kid sometimes, but sometimes i waited for you to on9 jus to talk to u,but i somehow felt u were not niding mi to be with u animore,but,i still had tied myself round you,not letting go, but sometimes, i thought both of us nids to have a time-out, so..i went on without you.

YOUR TRULY,
WANHOON :)

its the seond day i had never spoken a word to you.