Winter Wonderland

★☆★☆// Friday, September 3, 2010 [ 7:37 PM ] 0 problem

nothing to post today but to say..I'VE DONE REAL BADLY FOR CA2. ><

Dedicated to them....
;Walked past their classroom,without saying "hi",walked past each other,pretended all of us weren't even there,you guys gave me the stares,gave those questions which asked for others,i could help but answering with a faked out cheerful voice,sounding like i really still have you guys as friends,but really,i really don't know myself,everytime thinking to myself "hey,why you guys weren't here?Are they here yet?Hope that they'll notice me." i always find myself in tears, thinking and walking, " are they at the bus stop?have they boarded the bus? hope they'll call me." . but now all i think of everyday is "why don't they ask for me?why they don't ask questions about me?why do have to let me go with ease? do they in the first place really treat me as a friend?" . Now i can't even say "hi" out of my mouth now,i called for you guys,only one turned and look at me,the rest? either all give me the stares,if not,they all turn away and went off.why do you guys treated me this way? You guys even promised that no matter what happens,you guys will be there to listen...but now,i guess,those are just plain empty promises you guys made to me....if i could forget you guys thoroughly, i will be glad that i've shared and made many happy memories in all of your hearts,i can't say "hi" anymore,i could not feel those happiness we felt before...maybe its best if i forget you guys...things changes with time...time has changed you guys,me?i'm always the same,old me,waiting for you guys to remember me for eternity....

WanHoon....