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I know..i know.. I scored a fail for my science common test.. but why must you compare other people's test marks with others.. it hurts me..and it really hurts a lot.. i don't see the reason to compare.. please..no more comparisons and lies.. you lied.. the first of a time, you've lied, to me. and what's wrong about it? You never really tried talking to me and all of the sudden, what am i feeling? I've just got ignored by you.. Why.. why must you lie to me..i know i never run when i say i'll be going running, at least.. i just want you to tell me.. you'll be running, but not with me.. but who do i saw you with? Them.. i know.. you're disappointed in me..but why..why lie to me.. Did i do anything wrong to receive this treatment? just tell me what's on your mind.. please.. I really can't take this.. please.. tell me..the reason for why you lie.. i just need to know..then will i really calm my insecure self.. for i hate sharing my best friend.. especially you.. ):
HEY~ :D
hmm..thinking doing a story-blog. HAHAHA!! :D i'm interested in writing a story.. ><
anyway, post next time. bye. :)
XOX,
MICHIKO.
★☆★☆// Dreams are achievable even if they may seem at the far end for you to catch it..:( Saturday, August 6, 2011 [ 9:57 PM ] 0 problem
when i said i'm gonna be a singer, i paused and thinks, "is it even possible for me, to reach all the up to the music industry?". i mean, people says "nothing's impossible, but somehow..this dream seems to be so near..yet that far.. when i wrote down 'singer', some people just says it was impossible yet possible for me to be a dancer, i wanna be both, i love dancing and singing.. it's part of my life, i've haven't imagine me without music or those dance moves i've been learning.. i think i'll be a nothing. :( i know i'm gonna have people laughing and telling it's useless, you'll never make it as a singer.. sometimes, i just want them to hear me sing.. i know i may not make it as a singer or a dancer, at least, i still can dream, right..? I want to show them those dances, those melody, those lyrics.. i want to show them..even if my dream seems near yet that far, i still can always live up to my passion-singing and dancing. people can dream..so why can't i? why is it that people are only having opinions to my dream? why? i just want them to know, singing and dancing is what i've been living on since i've been copying them when i was 12..i want people to know, even when i'm standing on the ground, at least..i've tried and have reached out my hand to just try to catch the stars above..
HELOOOO~ :D
I had so much fun these days! OMG! I love spending those times in ITR1. :D heh. :)
anyway, blog again sometime, byebye~ *waves*
XOXO,
Michiko.<3
;dreams may be far..
but for as long as you continue to dream..
who knows..
you might just achieve them,
for you've reached out for hands to the night skies..
and had caught the stars from above.. :)
★☆★☆// I have just realized..i've depend too much on my one and only guy best friend.. ): Monday, August 1, 2011 [ 8:29 PM ] 0 problem
just because i'm with him every second of my life, that doesn't make him and i a couple, my dear.
what was i thinking? He's the one and only guy best friend i've got, the one and only who's willing to be there, just for me, even when troubles just got more worse and he's not involved..i rely too much on him..i know he's good to me and all..but sometimes i think of, "will it be that, just because i've got him, i'll only want to try to have him and tie him down to my, just because he's my bestfriend?"
he's the one and only guy who can make my life brighter, with a simple method, he knows my weaknesses, he knows everything i say to me, he's able to make sense into my sentence. He knows what my responses are, he's able to make me change my mind instantly on something..i'm really grateful to him, 'cause..i know, though he's not the one i've got, he's the one and only who's willing to risk everything just to be good to me, he knows i love to cry a lot, he always uses the reason of me crying for him to tackle me..he's sometimes too sweet, that it actually calms me down at some point of too much fearing..He might be annoying, but when it comes to being caring, he's really such a caring and a sweet guy..our conversation always goes something like this:
HIM: good lorh, you abandon me le.
Me: Since When?!
HIM: Lalala~ someone abandon me sial~
i know he doesn't mind those rumours and stuffs kind of things..he doesn't mind people thinking off to another kind of r/ship we had, he just..doesn't mind all of it.. He's really one of my true and bestest friend i've ever received..i've always know, or rather, most of them times, his preferences, he knows mine, i just know..he'll forever and ever, to a point of time, keeps continuing on and on in changing my life, to a much better one.. Thank you, you're the one and only i've got.. (: Thanks for being my life, and of course, a rather big part of me.. (:
Hey~ I know, i know, alot of people sure think we B/GF, hahahaha! predictable. :D we're just best friend, i know sooner or later, he'll be receiving a dedications to me soon, even as time passes and from time to time? :D he sure takes up a HUGEEE part of my life.. :)
anyway, school nowadays..are AWESOMEEE!!!! :D played water gun games today, Ohmygod, damn fun!!!!!! XD
anyway, annyeong!! :D
XOXO,
MICHIKO.♥
;i'll cherish all the times i had with you..
i really will..
'cause i know, when we've gone separately..
i'll be missing you, my best friend..
Labels: i know, loving you more than you love me is just part of my mistakes.. ):