what was i thinking? He's the one and only guy best friend i've got, the one and only who's willing to be there, just for me, even when troubles just got more worse and he's not involved..i rely too much on him..i know he's good to me and all..but sometimes i think of, "will it be that, just because i've got him, i'll only want to try to have him and tie him down to my, just because he's my bestfriend?"

he's the one and only guy who can make my life brighter, with a simple method, he knows my weaknesses, he knows everything i say to me, he's able to make sense into my sentence. He knows what my responses are, he's able to make me change my mind instantly on something..i'm really grateful to him, 'cause..i know, though he's not the one i've got, he's the one and only who's willing to risk everything just to be good to me, he knows i love to cry a lot, he always uses the reason of me crying for him to tackle me..he's sometimes too sweet, that it actually calms me down at some point of too much fearing..He might be annoying, but when it comes to being caring, he's really such a caring and a sweet guy..our conversation always goes something like this:

HIM: good lorh, you abandon me le.

i know he doesn't mind those rumours and stuffs kind of things..he doesn't mind people thinking off to another kind of r/ship we had, he just..doesn't mind all of it.. He's really one of my true and bestest friend i've ever received..i've always know, or rather, most of them times, his preferences, he knows mine, i just know..he'll forever and ever, to a point of time, keeps continuing on and on in changing my life, to a much better one.. Thank you, you're the one and only i've got.. (: Thanks for being my life, and of course, a rather big part of me.. (:

Hey~ I know, i know, alot of people sure think we B/GF, hahahaha! predictable. :D we're just best friend, i know sooner or later, he'll be receiving a dedications to me soon, even as time passes and from time to time? :D he sure takes up a HUGEEE part of my life.. :)

anyway, school nowadays..are AWESOMEEE!!!! :D played water gun games today, Ohmygod, damn fun!!!!!! XD

anyway, annyeong!! :D