Winter Wonderland

★☆★☆// Saturday, October 22, 2011 [ 3:10 PM ] 0 problem

Day1; Friend(s)

Crystal; Hey babyy sis. :) It's been weeks since we last saw each other, we haven't really been hanging out like going shopping. x.x the last time we met was because of your heartache, i went all the way to meet you to lend you a listening ear, i'm more of a listening kind.. >: sorry if i can't provide really good advises when we're talking face-to-face.. Thanks for being there. <3 sisters, best friends forever, my dear. :)

Grace(EunHye Unnie); Unni~ why are you so smart? D: don't worry about the subjects combination okay? <3 you'll get through. :) don't always study too hard whenever there's tests or exams. >: don't ruin your health, health is always more important than studies sometimes. :) always think of me first whenever you have problems in life appearing in your journey, always tell me firsthand okay? Just like how you always do, always tell me first, i'll go through them with you, remember me always and forever okay? Thanks for being there for me everytime, we'll always go through the problems together. pinky promise! :) <3

sisters, best friends, confidants always. :)

Xuan Lin(AeJung Unnie); Unni. Thanks for always quarreling with me, don't put results after a test or exam first! Consider about that person's feelings first, okay? Don't always be so stubborn! :O ohyeah, practice more english uh, :) thanks for being so weak, and for being there. LOL. bye. :)

sisters, best friends all the way. :]

Millie(MiYoung Unnie); I'm not calling you Unni no matter what. :D anyway, don't think too much about appearances, results and stuffs, they're useless, sometimes it won't even get you very far. :O The two of us has some really great memories uh. :d like, having our phones confiscated together, having "talks" with our chinese teacher because of letter passing, and talks with Miss Nurul because of our phone usage. Even getting punished together during National Day celebrations together, >< gosh, that was the most embarrassing thing that has happened to us! I enjoyed our h2h talk without anyone else, except us two, you're always there with me, we always get crazyy with each other. :) Sing and dance together next time. Thanks for always listening to me, giving me sarcastic remarks when i don't need it(LOL.), and always caring about me, making me laugh my ass off. Thanks and Love you loads. :)

Sisters, best friends, crazy retards, confidants, forever. <3 (y)

Rebecca(JaeYoung Dongsaeng); Muahahahahahahah!!! :D LOL. it's so unneeded here. :p anyway, sorry for my lousy attitude towards you, T_T i'm really am.. >< i don't know what's going on with me, but i'm glad that, even after everything, we're still the two youngest among the five!! :D heh, i'm glad, i wanna go town with you. D: anyway, sorry for a short one... >< anyway, thanks for being there and all.. :) <3

sisters, best friends forever. :)

★☆★☆// [ 2:52 PM ] 0 problem

I'll bold and italic the days I'm gonna do in one go. :)

Day 1; Friend

Day 2; Your Crush
Day 3; Your Parents
Day 4; Your Siblings
Day 5; Your dreams
Day 6; A stranger
Day 7; Your Ex boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8; Your favorite internet friend
Day 9; Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10; Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11; A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 ; Th person you hate mst/ caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 ; Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 ; Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15; The person you miss the most
Day 16; Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17; Someone from your childhood
Day 18; The person that you wish you could be
Day 19; Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20; The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21; Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22; Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23; The last person you kissed
Day 24; The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25; The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26; The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27; The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28; Someone that changed your life
Day 29; The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30; Your reflection in the mirror

So the bold and italic ones are: Day 1, 4, 5, 9, 12 ,14, 15, 17, 18, 19, 20, 24. The underlines ones are to the same person. :) so, gonna start doing it. i'll see you guys around. *_*

*sighs* jerk, when will you start talking to me? ): I miss you..

★☆★☆// I miss you, i really mean it.. ): Thursday, October 20, 2011 [ 6:48 PM ] 0 problem

you this jerk.. I hate you, ): where were you when i need you all these times? ):

Now i know you think she's more important to you than me as a friend, so all these times, i wasn't really what you call, a best and true friend? I know i wasn't there for you, i know i never once waited for you when you wish i would, I know.. you must have hated me for all that..

I know you were with me, trying to pull me when i dashed across the road, almost getting knocked down by a car, I know you waited for me when i asked you not to, and you insisted, I know you're there for me when i walked out of a store, with a pen unpaid, you walked back with me to the store just to pay, and i know you're there for me, because.. I cried all day, you made me laugh.. you always knew you could put a smile on me..

Why are you ignoring me now? ): I miss who i was with you.. I miss how you used to proudly say "See, they're not your true friend, I am." I miss that mischievous smile that i see for one year.. I miss how you used to play tricks on my clique and i followed along, just because we were always sticking around each other, i miss how you used to laugh at me when i scored lower than you for a common test, I missed how happy we were, just chatting, just sitting next to each other in silence, i miss how you say you're not used to my new class sitting position, lastly.. I miss how you'll always try to convinced me to go to events that you wanted to go and i went along..

i miss you. i really do..

They're better for you, i know it, ever since they did their music project with you, ever since you sang with them, ever since.. i wasn't in a group as you.. i knew.. they're gonna replaced everything i used to do with you. they'll lend you their phones, they'll go to lunch breaks with you, they'll wait for you, they'll chat with you, they'll bring more happiness to you than what i could give to you.. they'll replace me and then give you the smile that's always on your face when we used to be together, side by side..

): I really, really, really treasured this friendship, more than you think i'll treasure.. I hate how you say we're enemies.. i hate how you say if i'm going on the outing, you won't go just because we're "enemies".. how did we ended up like this anyway.. i miss you so much, so much that i started hearing your voice in my head, when i hear a song.

My clique members all say that you're still concerned about me, i doubt that.. if you do, why must you ask her to comfort me when i cried because of my failed math paper? why you never tried approaching me just to ask how i fare in my exams.. i hate how you indirectly asked them about my scores..

I hate how you've taken up such a big part of my life..

i really miss you, i really do.. ):

xoxo,

Michiko.