| Millie.J Felicia Queenie Jami.S | Germaine Crystal.C friend friend |
Hi. Am here, to just give a few updates on my fucking screwed up life, yes, it's screwed, no matter how many times i tell people that their life sucks. Because I tend to go, "Fuck your life." now. Like sian niah lorh. I haven't been doing normal life blogging lah. .___. Got too many things to think about lah, especially __________. Okay, nevermind. Moving on~
V.Day's fine, except it creeps me out. I feel so burdened. T_T no offence people. I feel burdened now. I haven't been myself ever since that day. I'll make sure to forget about White V.Day, and celebrate Black V.Day. Shut up. .__. I know he'll be hurt, so don't remind me. Rejection is always there. okay? O:
^ like fuck lah. O_O how can I trust that guy, when he freaking hell keep pranking me? Like dafuq? Okay, shutting my thoughts up, but i'm gonna reject everything okay? I wanna avoid him lah. Like, seriously. .__. I just wanna concentrate on studies and my auditions!! And IF* i ever get listed, i would be fucking excited to debut and i'll miss everything here, but fuck it. I'm just gonna concentrate on hoping i'll be a hallyu star. Don't know the meaning of Hallyu Star, google it up or just.. i don't know. .___. or just screw your life up. 8D
*note: the word "if" is in bold
^ they are fucking awesome, I don't know lah, i just like Selena's quote, i don't like her. OTL. Selena fans, hate me all you want, it's in association with Justin Bieber, but i don't really hate Justin Bieber though. He's still okay (Y) I'm one percent bieber fan. *nods*
I still don't know why people like Justin Bieber. .___.
I don't care le lah. .__. He ask me, I reject, simple lah. he can carry on waiting lah. I just don't want to go into a relationship lah, friendship awkward jiu awkward lah, like i can help it~ I got a lot of thoughts about it, i can't study, i can't eat, i can't rest properly, i can't even talk to my sisters in private. That's why i say, any guys that's gonna be in a relationship with me gets all insecure. .___. aiya, fuck lah, why r/s so complicated one?! like having GYS helps. ._________. okay, fuck. my. screwed. up. life.
Next issue, Common test week. .___. fml!!! D: Totally didn't study, so, i'm hoping for my first F9 in my report. .___. aish, procrastinating doesn't help, especially since the subject is Social studies, aish, who cares!! T^T I did great for my previous test w/o studying much okay? :D FUCKING PROUD! 8|
Okay, I'm gonna say, I fucking hell love Millie, Rebecca, Grace, Felicia, Rachel, Nadiah, Belle, Ariel and Queenie(in no order <3 ) to death okay? And I love my roleplay people, especially Ssulbaby(Michelle!!! <3) and Fany! ( :'D My twin!! XD ). They made my life so wonderful okay? :'D I swear, I won't be me, if it weren't for them. <3 LOVE YOU GUYS!! <3shit okay? I didn't know Blogger doesn't support Gif picture. == Okay, heck care about that first, Sooyoung's fucking gorgeous! <3 okay, next, i'm gonna do a twitter trend. :3
#10RandomThingsAboutMe
#1- I dance! XD I'm a self-taught dancer and fucking proud of it. XD And Dancing doesn't run in my family, My mom did Dance last time, I used to be a Chinese Dancer myself( fuck, start laughing at me. I dgaf) and now I'm a Kpop-dancer. OwO My sister and my brother are currently part of one of the Singapore's biggest Kids Hiphop crew. YOU JELLY?! XD And I'm currently loving Hiphop and Kpop dances because Dancing's my fucking most precious passion of mine. Singing is my passion too. <3 fuck, you don't know what i go through when i can't dance or sing. OAO Suck it up people. We're just talented. 8|
#2 - I'm a roleplayer. You jelly? :3 I swear, why didn't i come into contact with Roleplaying before!!! OAO Now i'm a proud admin and a proud roleplayer of Neverending Paradise Roleplay. :3
#3 - I fucking love Walt Disney. You jelly? Disney is life okay?! Walt Disney is like, the best place where you can find many inspiring quotes. I love Disney, call me childish, but i'm still listening to HSM. :3
#4 - I'm effing unpredictable. I can be happy one moment, and then upset one moment. Hate me? Haters gon' hate, Love me, I'll return the favour. <3
#5 - I'm not pretty, not cute, not funny, I just like seeing people laugh because of my words. :3 I'm not an angel, I'm a devil in disguise, step over me? You'll pay double. :3
#6 - I'm not a good girlfriend material for the boys. Keep that in mind. Every guy will be insecure around me, plus, Even if it's my personality that attracts guys, i still think I'm not a girlfriend material, BUT!! I'm a good girlfriend material to the girls. OwO I like talking and hanging out with them. Boys make me go.. eww now. >< sorry, dear.
#7 - I can bash your idols, really really badly. I'll come to this later. :3 I have a lot a lot to say about this. I'll talk about this tomorrow. *nods* 8|
#8 - I don't like being compared or pitied. I feel like a beggar who needs to be pitied, and I don't feel the need to be compared over. I'm human, not a robot. So stop comparing. e___e
#9 - I listen to EPOP and I swear, I'm only a fan of Taylor Swift, Katy Perry and Britney Spears. Because I find other EPOP singers suckish. *nods*
#10 - I'm an aries, one that you can never fall in love too hard with. I make you suffer, I'll leave you hanging, and I forget everything you do for me in split seconds. ^^ I'm fucking proud to be an aries.
lastly, I'm freaking proud of my siblings. XD
Enjoy! ^^
Yours truly,
Michiko. <3